she's my favorite mixtape.

I got a job yesterday at Walmart. I'll be a cashier getting paid 8.25 per hour. Walmart's policy is that they can't give an employee less than 20 hrs. I'm so happy. There expecting me to make some sort of living with my money. I wonder if they have Walmart in Colorado. That was a joke haha but I want to move there. For college just you know, to check it out. I probably won't stay there forever. I want to move to a lot of places. Mostly California. Things are looking up. The night before finally getting hired, I cried myself to sleep. It was about stupid stuff I've been hating myself for.. lately. I'm a strong girl. I don't want to ever get depressed. So I asked God to show me some hope, reach out to me, let me know that he's with me on this. That I'm not alone. And then Walmart calls me and I get the job. God has always been there for me when I really needed him. I must have deserved all of it since he made it happen. I'm thankful more than anyone knows.