" I think I could accept all these dark colors as just part of some bigger color scheme if it wasn't for that drippy string quartet of
sadness underscoring each smiling scene. Yeah, desire drags me right out of myself like a gas soaked rope tied to a piece of coal.
And I'm getting pretty good at looking at the bright side while the flames ripple on the sand and swallow me whole.
But this melancholy that I carry makes me feel so grown up at my kitchen table, doing shots of resignation.
I never thought I'd see the day when I would say "I give up!" and break the stallions of my wildest expectations.
But I do not want to know you this way, surrounded by so much pain.
But how am I supposed to let go of you you this way, like a bird into the sky of my brain?"
hiii, this week I have been blessed.
I am thankful for everything.
Monday: January 26, 2009 : The Fray live @ Kidd Kraddick's morning show. The Fray Live in Concert Dallas, TX
Tuesday: January 27, 2009 : The Fray's new album. Complete track leak on VH1.com. Oh man
Wednesday: January 28, 2009 : My 18th birthday
Thursday: January 29, 2009 : My second year anniversary of seeing The Fray for the second time live in Austin, TX
Friday: Early School Dismissal at 10:30 am
Saturday: @ The Creek with Rachel, eating cake and blowing candles
I am happier than I could be.
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