December 17, 2009

I don't know if you've had your feelings get in the way from going anywhere. I feel so BLOCKED. No matter how hard I have tried today, I can't explain. i don't even feel the need to talk about it. I am gonna write every thing right now in my journal. I miss. i know i say it each time but this is as close as it gets for now. i think it hit me most when i was watching the recordings today. i started to cry not so much when I watched and listened to the video on my phone of Vienna and the beginning/middle of Happiness. no matter what, last night was incredible. no matter what. "Your it"

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