she's my favorite mixtape.

1. Isaac Slade
2. Alex Dezen
3. Dan Layus
4. Ace Enders

Musicians and REAL people who are very important to me.

RAHHHHHHHH
I'm going through my playlists on youtube.
and this one reminds me of this time last year.
so. much. I can feel it in my bones. all over.
these musicians are the most beautiful to me. i mean that sincerelyy.
and this Christmas time and new years will be better. i am appreciating it more.




i just want to cry. the sound of these people/musicians are beautiful.
oh oh oh oh BE MY BABY,. and i'll look after you. oh oh oh oh BE MY BABY oh oh oh ohhh.. OH OH OH BE MY BABY AND I'LL LOOK AFTER YOU. ladadaladlaldanvjkdbafjk

i wish i can meet someone in real life who feels what I feel when I hear these people sing. and just when I hear the music stop or these videos stop, it's gone. that feeling i only only only feel when i hear them. it's magic. beautiful. nothing no nothing nothing can change my mind. i'm a little older now but oh my god. it just gets more deeper than before. i'll shake sometimes or just close my eyes and lay my head on my hands. or maybe you have to read this and listen to something beautiful to understand what I feel. ugh I feel ridiculous. but I want to look back on this and remember this feeling. it's so returning. and that right there are those few people/musicians. MAGICAL.



you don't u n d e r s t a n d what this is like for me. maybe you do. yeah maybe,



(JULIA DON'T LISTEN TO THIS. PLEASE. IT'S ON YOUR MIXTAPE.)


i need to take this song on a drive. and i want everything and everyone misty. <3

i want so much right now.
more than I will ever deserve.

Merry Christmas. Thank you