she's my favorite mixtape.

The weepies remind me of The Fray which reminds me of autumn and makes me remember coffee and staying up late. I'm listening to an early demo of Still Ain't over You by Augustana and I love the lyrics to this one. "Miles away from home am I, the same old shit the same damn run, I still ain't over you." I love when Dan Layus play's the harmonica. It's a beautiful thing to listen to. This weekend I spent the whole time driving and being yelled at from my dad. He makes me so nervous. I can never be in the car without him shouting things at me, like "Your going to fast" "Why do you want to speed so bad?" "Go thirty" "Dad, it says 40!" "I don't care!" I can't wait to be on my own. I need to start applying for jobs. I can't stand to be here at home with no money to go out places. I couldn't see my boyfriend this weekend either. We had planned to do many things for our time spent together. Even that couldn't happen. I felt like a terrible girlfriend. Which I am 78% of the time. But he makes me smile. I don't want him to go away. Next week is teramelos. I hope I can have permission to go. I wish my mom wasn't so uptight about boys. Oh yeah, Rody got his first car today!! We drove around then my boyfriend texted me something sweet so I threw my arms out the window and I couldn't have felt any more happier. Life is wonderful right now.