So I'll dig a hole in my room

today afterschool alexis and I went to our hangout spot by the creek and the wind was blowing pretty fast and i felt it on my back and arms and it gave me this reminder of the ocean. I feel nostalgic 98% of the time. Everything I seem to go through always reminds me of that one moment and that one time and how I miss it so much. I've come to realizations that I should try to not be so nostalgic all the time. It can be unhealtly. Especially when you realize it and that's the worst part. Baby if your reading this (which you probably aren't and that's okay) don't get upset that I've been picturing Isaac Slade everywhere. Fuck, what am I saying. Anyway, It's very mental of me and it's wicked weird and scary for me too!! Because like, we're driving by this starbucks which is by the airport and also by my house and I picture him sitting there outside in the table by himself reading some mystery novel with a magic hat on and his legs crossed with his coffee near. At least it was that first time I thought I saw him. I left Dallas with this mental thought of him driving a gray dodge. I just needed to let that out. Especially over the internet. So people can laugh at my posts and make fun of me. Just like my brothers. I'm so glad Blink 182 is back. If there is one rock star that I want to spend an enchanting evening with, that would be Tom Delonge. He's been my first rockstar crush since I was 13. God, I am so crazy for him. MARRY ME TOM :p