How to save A Life

There was this one time in my life when it was my twin brother and I and we were making a video for "How to save a life" I can remember him telling me to cry like I meant it and I asked him "do you want me to be for real about this, do you want to see me cry?" I cried listening to that song so hard that the music blocked out and I was stuck with this motion in my head where all these planted memories of hard times rushed out and it was just me crying and him watching. That day I felt like my brother just knew. I think about him every night. I wonder if he's ok and if he needs me. I told him I was going to be here for him always and that I love him so much. The kind of love that will make you do anything for that person. This year is coming to a close end. I need a good cry. I need his hug