And all your plastic people with plastic hearts and smiles

I hate when something you like shows up and everything else around you starts to fall apart. I lost my job yesterday. 1 year and nine months at that place and now I lost it. I feel like I'm losing a lot now. I think about this entire year and feel like I lost everything that was good for me. I lost friends, I lost my camera, my job..That last thing I want is for people to feel sorry for me. I'm losing touch with my favorite band in the entire world. This year was just idk..different. But I remember the best parts of it. I'm gonna go come up with a list of this past year and maybe share it with myself..Being seventeen was for my own good.