through the summer sand, we're living in a wasteland

AUGUSTANA


tomorrow


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&i miss you like a thunder with no storm. xmas eve, remember?

I can go on forever again.



I want to run away. I want to go so far. I want a phone with lots of minutes and text messages. I want to see sunrise again. I want my birthday gift back. I want Todd to be here. I want my mom to wake up. I want to fall in love with him. I want her to go away. I want to never not have Polaroid film.I want to drive south whenever. I want the fray to visit me already. I want to never run out of stamps. I want to move somewhere cold. I want to make that perfect CD mix for her. I want to always be happy. I want to remember that day. I want to jump on a train. I want autumn to be here already. I want to start going on a morning walk. I don't want to be so nostalgic most of the time.

I dont want to be so lost anymore

why always be so sad

Man I just saw something
I'm glad that you are here.
I got to start to thinking
And seeing things so clear.
Cause now how could I forget
What she left
What happened in November
Is what I needed.
And I'm sorry, that it shows
But life ain't so bad you know.

Now the skies such a sweet blue
You made this come true.
My heart feels so new, whoa.
Its now wonderful to
See beautiful views.
Like skies that are so blue, whoa, whoa
I'll never leave us you know

I turn it off for this
Looks like we got what we wished.
It snowed in Texas, but you missed (the 1st time since '86)
And I can't stop thinking of how wonderful this is.
And I'm sorry, I sound glad, but why always be so sad.

i dont think i'll ever forget today

Todd died today. and rolie told me he loved me. and I never saw my best friend cry so much like that ever. Its unbelievable. I still feel like he's not dead. like tomorrow morning I'll get to see his face and I'll smile and he'll wave

I don't know what to say
I got so many hugs today
and so saw many sparkling eyes
I wanted to comfort rachel so bad
I wanted to cry with her
As much as I saw and talked to Todd
I didn't cry until after I realized he was really gone
and that I wont ever again see his face.
he was a good boy
you alwayss made me smile
God, I wish this never happened



='(


but the world doesn't stop spinning for no one

I want to be your Dandelion

For the record I'm tired
I've been running for days
But I can't hide anymore
It's time to just settle here

The rain beats on my head
And I'm tired and cold
But I need shelter and sleep
so I can dream of a day when I return and I'm so bitter to you

I bet you left me out here
Along with the wolfs
But I have a book on skills
To survive in the woods

Winters right around the bend and I'm scared
I'm planning for a storm that will blow the roof and doors of home
From here to LA
From here to LA

Should I fallow you here
But I don't know you like that
Should I give you my keys
And see if you will come back
This time

its cool, we can still be friends

=)

i love bright eyes so much

today you said we were gonna go to sleep early

we never do.

My camera hates me right now. I don't know what I did to her that is making her act that way. So we're on a break. whenever she decides to freaking act normal again. ew

and omg tomorrow is SAY ANYTHING
i have to wait to take all this junk off my cam until i go to my dads
because for some stupid stupid reason it only works on his laptop. ughhhhhhhhh so gay

and i have all these pictures from visiting the ocean this past Saturday and it hurts like hell that i can't do anything but waitt

i wrote his name in the sand before the waves washed it away, it was lovely
and then i took a picture of it heh

his favorite color is green

he's amazing.

and his dad dropped me off a couple of minutes ago.
"I don't want to go."
"then don't go"

i wonder if he's crazy about me like I am with him. I think he is, hee!
I'm making him a CD mix
he thinks i have weird taste in music
but in a very good way.

"I just can't seem to get right today
i guess i'm gonna give up" <3

thats so you

-the rocket summer

today was good day.
I'm watching SLC punk for the second time. rachel let me borrow it and its so good.
i'm gonna try to convince my brother to stop playing team fortress and so he could watch it with me. lol