i dont think i'll ever forget today

Todd died today. and rolie told me he loved me. and I never saw my best friend cry so much like that ever. Its unbelievable. I still feel like he's not dead. like tomorrow morning I'll get to see his face and I'll smile and he'll wave

I don't know what to say
I got so many hugs today
and so saw many sparkling eyes
I wanted to comfort rachel so bad
I wanted to cry with her
As much as I saw and talked to Todd
I didn't cry until after I realized he was really gone
and that I wont ever again see his face.
he was a good boy
you alwayss made me smile
God, I wish this never happened



='(


but the world doesn't stop spinning for no one