&i miss you like a thunder with no storm. xmas eve, remember?

I can go on forever again.



I want to run away. I want to go so far. I want a phone with lots of minutes and text messages. I want to see sunrise again. I want my birthday gift back. I want Todd to be here. I want my mom to wake up. I want to fall in love with him. I want her to go away. I want to never not have Polaroid film.I want to drive south whenever. I want the fray to visit me already. I want to never run out of stamps. I want to move somewhere cold. I want to make that perfect CD mix for her. I want to always be happy. I want to remember that day. I want to jump on a train. I want autumn to be here already. I want to start going on a morning walk. I don't want to be so nostalgic most of the time.

I dont want to be so lost anymore