thats so you

-the rocket summer

today was good day.
I'm watching SLC punk for the second time. rachel let me borrow it and its so good.
i'm gonna try to convince my brother to stop playing team fortress and so he could watch it with me. lol

last day of march?

it doesn't feel like it. and it feels like i haven't gotten anywhere. i feel melancholy. i'm spending my whole night listening to conor's sad beautiful voice and then going to sleep early. because i don't have anything better to do. idk. its funny. because i feel that time is moving to fast now. and i miss everything about feb, jan, dec, nov, oct, JLY and i don't know whats gonna happen in april. or how will it be like. but i hope that when i read back to this i can just smile at what i had to say. not that i had the worst month ever. i'm with a boy that i'm amazed by in just one month. i like him and he likes me. and we're crazy about eachother. but then theres stuff that just holds us back. like old girlfriends. and old feelings. old old old

and it breaks my heart
because i don't want to get hurt
no one likes to get hurt
no one likes to get their heart broken.
no one likes to cry

i don't want to be that person that has to go through every second/moment of it
i don't know whats really bothering me. if its him or school or just plain old missing stuff you can never get back. time =(

why am i acting this way? why is that i'm becoming depressed. i'm happy.
i really am. next tuesday i get to see say anything. I'D WALK THROUGH HELL FOR YOU

i want something to live for.

And I'd stand there, like a soldier, with my foot upon his chest

With my grin spread, and my arms out, in my bloodstained Sunday's best,
&you'd hold me, I'd remind you who you are under their shell.

your moving to fast for me

& I can't keep up with you

this makes me smile

9/2/07
i took a few pictures on
rody's birthday, here's my favs

but of course, he doesn't have his long hair anymore. =(

=)

The Damnwells released Bastard of Midnight on myspace in October

I'm so happy I could...

Do do dodo
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Tonight I'm gonna take a test to grow up
So I'm sorry for the things I've done to everyone
It's not your face I can't tell
But I try to be this way
It's my own

I smell so good right now

Julia bought me some pumkin spice lotion and its the best thing ever. I can't stop smelling myself lol. Augustana release tour dates and Houston was a chosen one. I'm so happy right now. There coming June 3rd. Presale starts on the 21st so I'm stealing my moms credit card :p I CAN'T WAIT. the last time they came was in October. I miss october. Lots of lovely memories happened in October of 2007.

besides that Nate from Meese left me a myspace comment telling me that I just might be the best fan they have. I'm so honored. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW

so thats that. I just want some whataburger. My brother was called in for an interview so my mom and him are gone and i'm starving. so i have 5 dollars in my hand. I'm ready to head out to buy myself a burger.

now that its june we'll sleep out in the garden