Things have been really weird lately. I keep having dreams that end up happening or just really strong connections that tie with reality and it's beginning to mess with my mind. Last night I had a dream about transforming into a werewolf and I was in the hallway prowling on my predator and my dad was trying to calm me down and kept holding a mirror in my face and he showed me what I was turning into. Right when I woke up I checked the time and it was about 5 am and so I decided to get on IG and saw that MiWi La Lupa (who plays bass and vocals with Conor on this tour) liked my photo of Conor and it wasn't until I fully woke up in the morning and noticed he had pictures of wolves everywhere. It got weirder after that. I went on youtube later that day and found this clip of Conor talking about his Cassadaga album and all of a sudden he mentions his song Hot Knives and it being about a woman transforming into a different species and not being able to exist in her reality. After that I listened to Lupa's album for the first time and his song "When You're Gone" in particular grabbed my attention because he's singing "I packed my things, I called my wolves, and I hit the open road" and I kept thinking about my dream and Conor's words and then Conor's voice comes through in the same song and he's now singing about wolves too. I had to take a walk. I felt like a balloon about to burst. I don't know what it all means but I'm really thankful for this "awakening". :/
Anyway, I'm really excited that October is here. I got Julia's letter in the mail and there's just so many new beginnings happening everywhere and I feel okay. I saw white pumpkins today and my freebird boots came in and Somewhere Under Wonderland Vinyl is on the way and I borrowed my friend's ipod and i'm gonna fill it with beautiful music and I'm gonna end the year well.
No comments:
Post a Comment