she's my favorite mixtape.

She said, “It’s only in my head.” She said, “I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know.” Like if it’s only in your head. But it doesn’t feel like it’s in my head. It doesn’t feel like it’s in my head. So she said, “Did you think that you were dreaming?” And I said, “No I didn’t think I was dreaming.” So I said, “I just want it to come true. All I need is you.” But the circus is falling down on it’s knees and the big top is just crumbling down. Look it’s raining in Baltimore, 50 miles east where you should be. No ones around. I need a phone call. I need a raincoat. I really need a big love. These train conversations there just passing me by and ain’t got nothing to say except, you know you get what you paid for. But I just have no intention of living this way. I need a phone call and I need a raincoat. Man, I really need a sunburn. See there are these things that I remember and there’s things I forget. I miss you. I guess that I should but you know, it is 3,500 miles away. And what would you change. What would you change if you could? Nothing. So fuck, I need a phone call. Or maybe I should just buy a new car. Cus I can always here the freight train. Baby if I listen real hard. And I wish it was a small world because I’m lonely for big towns.