will i break or will i bend

In just a few days I will be back to all smiles. I just can not wait to see the fray again. I feel like i need to revive myself on so many levels and i just know this will help me escape. I've been stuck on stupid crap going on in my life. Like today I had a flat tire and that made me late for work. and I just got out of a stupid relationship and everything seems like it's been shot to hell ha. But I won't let that stand in my way. I can't believe i read act like a lady and think like a man. Never in a million years did i think i would be reading a guide book on men. I am so thankful for Steve Harvey's words and I am truly impressed as to how much he's opened my eyes. I now could safely say I know the difference between a keeper and a sportsfisher ha!! Anyway, i won't spend so much time on babbling about jerks. I just need to focus on myself and come to terms on my lonely life. It's only trying to protect me from men who are out to hurt me. I just hate how easy they "think" they can get away with hurting me. I know God has a special person for me. I need to slow down because I'm only 21 years old. Why am I trying to trap myself for a 27 year old anyway? I should be excited about new beginnings and my future. Eventhough I have no idea whats to come, I still have a spark of hope that's waiting to ignite :) 11 days. 11 days. only 11 days to see the greatest people in my life. i feel like crying of excitement at the thought of it. Ahh more to come. I have access to blogger at work. I just found that out today hehe woo talk to you later. bye now.