I can't see why you'd want to live here.

The Fray were Grammy nominated twice tonight. I feel like crying. My eyes are straining themselves from watering and my throat feels like a knot and I'm overwhelmed of happiness that it hurts. (Every Happiness version I have is on repeat right now and I never missed anything so much.) God I can't wait to revisit them two weeks and a half from now and that our date is close to Christmas or how we'll be in Austin city togethe just like that one time when I turned sixteen. I can't wait for the trip. in every way. and feel the cold on my cheeks while i wait in line and see them just one more time. When I was younger, I imagined what it would be like to see them during Christmas season. I had pictures made up in my head. I love them. I love them. I LOVE THEM.

This was today. I drove to places with her today. She's the closest thing I have to beautiful. after max..heh