she's my favorite mixtape.

there are so many things i miss right now. most of it are just songs i haven't listened to in a whileee. i miss my favorite bands. :( it's ridiculous. Honestly, I can't wait for the fray to get back on tour. I'm just counting down the days. NOV 14th will be here in just four short/long? days. i'm so nervous to see meese this saturday. last night when I was just lying in bed with my eyes open in the dark, something came up in my mind. It reminded me of a christmas present I got from someone two years ago. Well here's to hoping i can find that dvd and cd to give to the meese brothers. today at work this girl told me my hair was gorgeous. she made me smile. I can't wait for it to get a little bit longer. sometimes i still can't believe the morning light broke up and that i didn't get to see Alex Dezen in Dallas this weekend or that I'm gonna miss Augustana this saturday. None of this makes any sense to me. i wanna cry and hide underneath the covers. i don't want this year to be over. this year means so much to me. despite all the bad stuff, this is graduation year. This is the year I changed. the year that I grew up.