One more month

Yesterday I found out from Julia that The Fray are coming back to Austin. It's so funny how I found out because I was in bed with my phone and her text showed up and once I read it, it nearly gave me a heart attack. I started shaking when we were texting back and forth and and I got my net book and started to look it up. Then I realized that I found out exactly one month before and it made me smile. So December 16th is when I will see The Fray again. That's...30 days from today. oh my God. 30 days. that songggg. I remember singing it over and over and over when I was with Sadie and when we made videos of our feet swinging and our terrible karaoke aaand all that Christmas I spent it telling her about The Fray and taking polaroids and the ocean. I can't wait for December. I can't wait to see them again.

30 days till christmas and all I know
Is I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year
I have so much to show
One more month and all I need
Is a sign from you, that you think of me
If you don't, then please just say so
Cause all I do, is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily
I know that you know that I know what I want
I know I can't have it but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all I do is think of you

It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday, is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see
I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way
So you see why I love...

Everything you throw my way
I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame
That I came all this way, with so much to say
But all that came out was happy holiday
A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love a place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and ima make them count
Cause I can't call it christmas without someone to smile about