time heals everything.

"when your set out to do something you kinda weigh the risks of how much it's gonna cost and what it's gonna require of you and if that's something you can afford. you go for it. at the beginning of this band when we started out,
i guessed what it was gonna be like, how hard it was gonna be,
and thought it'd be worth it and run after it you know. and it's cost a lot more than i thought it would. personally, relationally, spiritually, physically, and emotionally. it's a lot more draining than anybody
ever told me it would be. nobody ever told me this would be your life. everything you do. but i definitely
get the sense that people in visible situations that are far more famous than us, are very alone in there
experience, that most people don't have any idea what it costs of your transparency and your vulnerability to people
you've never met. and i make it sound kind of bleak but all that to say i think it's worth it, i'd do it again in a heartbeat."