close your eyes

You know what blog? I do have patience. I have patience for many things. But right now, I'm nervous. I start work this Saturday. As much as I'm very bad at math, I pray to God I at least don't fail at being a cashier. I haven't felt this worried to start a job in my life. Oh well. I think I'm gonna fail at a lot of other things anyway. I watched Away We Go today. I want to find someone better than Burt or any fictional character I've made for myself. I can't even settle for good. I feel un-normal and sad. I'm so screwed up. Here's to you blog. Story of my life. I think I finally understand the word Soco. In one week (maybe) (hopefully) I am running away. I'm going away to Alabama to see my favorite people in the entire universe. Apart from real life, this will be the best thing I will ever do.