she's my favorite mixtape.

Lex, lex, lex, I can't stop thinking about him. at all. It makes me feel slightly pathetic at times. But then I remember. I remember when he looks at me with that innocent face he does when he knows he's being utterly cute. I remember when he starts singing when he's walking towards me. I remember when he grabs my hands to feel his heart beat just because. I remember all the sweet words he writes for me on letters. I remember when he kisses my forehead and cheeks and tells me I am perfect. and then I don't feel quite so pathetic.
I really really love how everything between us is on fire and still we can be such good friends. I like how amazing it feels like to be wrapped in his arms and how soft and gentle his hands are when his fingers are intertwined with mine. and when his smell surrounds me. He's my only fear.