October 3, 2008

if the worlds at large

i don't think i'm feeling the same way about you like i did then.
you make me feel not good enough.
i feel so alone.
i feel so left out.
you make me feel like i'm just there.
i just happen to be there
"she just happens to be there."
and i think that its like that for you.
but its okay.
i have myself.
and i'm learning how to be my own best friend.
i'm in such a sad mood.
i'm a mess.
yeah, i don't know.
lately i've feeling this particular way