all that I do is wait for you

the strokes remind me of summer. that summer almost beats the one before it.

another three days off of school..I'm upset because i miss Rachel so much that i feel like crying. i thought I saw her on the freeway but it wasn't her. Today i got paid. it felt nice walking up to the photo counter guy and asking him for polaroid film. i'm on a tight budget. But 7 days and i will have the best two days of 2008. Conor Oberst for two nights in a row. i thought about it and I don't think I've ever felt so excited for anything to happen in a long time. more like this year. I haven't been myself these past few days. I can hear myself screaming inside. I should be packing soon. and then move on to bigger and better things, like my own room. Today was actually good for a change. I walked into this tiny store and saw all the autumn signs and halloween costumes and everything that makes fall such a perfect season. I'm actually seeing the trees left standing from the past hurricane turn into bright yellow leaves. it makes me smile so much inside