urgent like the first day of May

today will be the last day of my summer high school vacation ever. Its been freaking me out all day. I didn't spend it like i pictured it in my head. but I thought of how nice I'd see my best friend in the middle of the morning today. too bad I wasn't at home. I'm gonna have my own room soon. We're moving out. Its gonna be dark purple. I can't wait. and its gonna smell like pumpkin spice when you walk in. I can finally invite friends over. ah. I have to go get ready for school tomorrow. I don't know what I'm gonna wear. probably jeans and a band t-shirt. duh and I need to decorate my binder for this year. I'm so bummed out that summer is over. but it was nice. I grew as a person