Happiness

SING ME TO SLEEP. i miss isaac. i miss everything about him. like when he would wear those camo shorts all the time and just happened to wear them before my show started. just like that plaid shirt. its not what he wears its just how he wears it, you know? and why he wears them. I hope hes enjoying his time off with his wifey, i bet she misses him everytime he goes away. =/ i miss our glances we exchanged during our show, it was just so intense standing there looking at those boys play their heart outtt. because I wait for so many months for them to come and it just feels so unreal. I miss his handshake. I swear he held it so tight. like he knew. he just did. I miss that face he puts on when he's serious. lol he put it on when he played happiness. http://youtube.com/watch?v=lOZk9Ly2jXM
and during look after you. i had a dream one night where he reached his hand out at another show on that same tour. I got so upset. I remember recording and he was soo near me and one of the girls was screaming her head off and she reached her hand out and nothing happened but i felt like i just had to reach out to him. and he reached for mine. I wont ever forget that. ever. Or when I met him in November 2006 and I told him I was Jeannette and he was all like "I know.." True story. I love thinking about the fray. I love them so much. and I miss them so bad. Like I think about it and soon their gonna be back on tour!! with their new album and everythinggg and i'm so happy because its been like a year not hearing from them and it SUCKS. I'm in such a fray mood. like hearing from them just gives me all these memories. and no one will ever take my place in that fray board. even after I'm gone all those years. I swear its so boring now. I used to post everyday ahaha and i love that board a lot but lately I dont want to be surrounded by a bunch of 14 year olds. I remember I was that young on the fray boarddddddd