and where have you gone

Why do you run?
Why do you hide?
And where have you gone?
Where have you gone?
Where have you gone?



I have like seven letters to send out. Tomorrow is final. I'm getting the stamp booklet. I'm so happy I started my period already. That way I don't have to worry about getting it the day ace is here. I miss my boys. Isaac, ben, dave, Joe. I just felt like writing it. Kate you've been really moody lately. and as much as I wish I could be there for you like before, I don't think it could ever be that way again. You didn't do anything wrong. but when we stopped talking, it wasn't because we wanted it. Things were changing in our lives and we didn't find room to fit anything in our conversations. Now you want things to be the way they were before,but you can't decide to wake up one morning and ask for that all back. You put me through alot. You made me feel sorry for you. you wanted me to be alone and just have only you as a friend. You have said things that really hurt me. You weren't there when I needed you but I was always there for you. even when we didn't talk for months. Its been a year since all this change. You can't force a friendship to happen.I'm not saying I don't want you in my life anymore. Your still one of my good friends. but thats all. We cant call our selfs best friends if we really aren't. Stop behaving the way you do. It makes me sadder than ever. Maybe one day our list will happen. Remember? I remember. and I always told myself one day we'll make it happen. Its a shame to walk away from everything i know, from everything I want and leave you here all alone. I miss us too. but if its not working, we can't do anything about it. we're trying and we'll pull through. Just you watch. I'm so so sorry for being like this. just dont say I never cared