Yesterday was christmas eve and I never thought I would find myself looking at the clock at 12 this morning. I hope no one forgets the reason why Christmas is so important. Today I visit my dad and I will hug him and wish him a warm christmas evening and maybe we'll have dinner and laugh. This morning I looked outside and I will never forget what I saw/heard. It kind of brought memories of when I was younger and I felt happy for them. A puppy, a black adorable puppy with a red bow tied around his neck. And a child's laughter. Last night I just kinda sat on my couch with my speakers turned on enough for me to hear the song that was on repeat heh. "xmas eve" by The Damnwells. I hope I don't sound too miserable, =) Maybe things will be much better for me once the new year comes around. I have a birthday coming up, 17, Jesus, I feel so old. :p I want to relive my sixteenth birthday present. A trip to austin to see the fray. I miss that soso much. Maybe I'll go and clean my closet before I head out to dad's for the weekend and start packing. I need to remind myself to bring my own notebook paper and stamps, I still owe someone a letter. Oh and presents, I can't wait to see the look on my mom's face. I love it when she smiles.
love always,
jeannette
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