&I miss you like a thunder with no storm

This morning I kinda wanted to just wake up and go outside automatically. & so I did. But first, I looked outside the window from where my bed was. &A dog was eating out of a trash bag on our driveway. Great way to start the morning. lol. I took a picture of it,,

I cleaned up the mess and I went back inside to get dressed. There's like ten people sleeping under this same roof, and I was the lucky one.
Anywho, I always had this picture in my mind where one day I would jump in a pile of colorful leaves. &today it happened. Except I had to rake them up myself lol. It was pretty chilly outside, my hands were cold. So the story goes, I fell back and fell into a pile of wet leaves. And it hurt like fuck. They weren't thick enough, and I felt like I hit the grass instead. My ass still hurts as of right now. The idea and thought of it sounds pretty relaxing. but I don't think I'll try that again any time soon. Maybe next time, when theres plenty of leaves aound.



I kinda carry my camera with me alot. Its a part of me.
So please, mind the pictures.
You know your really bored when you start organizing leaves to form the letter J.
I was bored. &in the mood. Oh and thats my shadow by the way. Its me backwardss



See? A leave was in my hair..

&the sun was in my eye


idk. loll


like I said before, I was boredd


The last of Autumn leaves


I still have the rest of the afternoon. Its only 12:50
I'm so glad I don't work today.

love always,

Jeannette

because there is nowhere that i really need to be

Yesterday was christmas eve and I never thought I would find myself looking at the clock at 12 this morning. I hope no one forgets the reason why Christmas is so important. Today I visit my dad and I will hug him and wish him a warm christmas evening and maybe we'll have dinner and laugh. This morning I looked outside and I will never forget what I saw/heard. It kind of brought memories of when I was younger and I felt happy for them. A puppy, a black adorable puppy with a red bow tied around his neck. And a child's laughter. Last night I just kinda sat on my couch with my speakers turned on enough for me to hear the song that was on repeat heh. "xmas eve" by The Damnwells. I hope I don't sound too miserable, =) Maybe things will be much better for me once the new year comes around. I have a birthday coming up, 17, Jesus, I feel so old. :p I want to relive my sixteenth birthday present. A trip to austin to see the fray. I miss that soso much. Maybe I'll go and clean my closet before I head out to dad's for the weekend and start packing. I need to remind myself to bring my own notebook paper and stamps, I still owe someone a letter. Oh and presents, I can't wait to see the look on my mom's face. I love it when she smiles.

love always,

jeannette