So many crazy moments have happened these past few weeks but most of all I do want to say thank you to the people who have let me be apart of this phase in their life and I couldn't be any more happier. I have gotten signs that I never thought I could possibly recieve. As much as it has overwhelmed it, it is something I hope I can have for a long time. I have not been this excited for anything in my whole life and I really feel good about it. I have said things that have not come true but I am building up to those dreams and I will savor every moment getting there. I got to see The Fray in Austin this past week. It was Ben's first show coming back as a new Dad and Isaac's last show before he becomes one. I must say it was emotional for me because I had missed them so much and everything went by so quickly. Ah man, 2014 is going to be a great year. Hopefully I can write more, I miss collecting my thoughts on here. Goodbye friend.

Well I guess you left me with some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier to leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many who would stand beside you now
Where'd you come from? Where am I going?
Why'd you leave me 'till I'm only good for...

Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Little angels of the silences that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep Every time I dream
"Did you come? Would you lie?
Why'd you leave us 'till we're only good for...

Waiting for you"
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

I dream of Michelangelo when I'm lying in my bed
Little angels hang above my head and read me like an open book
Suck my blood, break my nerve offer me their arms
Well, I will not be an enemy of anything
I'll only stand here

Waiting for you
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming

New Orleans

I would kill for the Atlantic,
but I am paid to make girls panic
while I sing.

i feel it coming back

I can't think straight. I was waiting for something to give me a push to write down how I've been feeling this past week. I'm listening to a new song of The Fray, it's called 500,000 acres and this just about did it for me. I was having a pretty shitty week. I didn't get their new album until today. and I was upset until i realized it was exactly one month after my birthday and i guess it triggered something in me to be thankful for. i don't know this probably doesn't make sense but when i had it my hands all i kept saying was finally finally finally and now i'm listening to these songs and my head is in a whirlwind. "i don't want to miss a thing" "and these words on this album is speaking to me on some many levels. i'm a mess. "will i ever know you, or the waves?"

Blue and Black

During my birthday weekend I met a guy that flew from California to be in a wedding at the Hotel Galvez in Galveston, Tx. The whole reason I was staying at the hotel was to experience the ghost bride in my hotel room who hung herself waiting for her love to come back to her. I do want to say it was an unforgettable night. Despite some bullshit I had to deal with from a certain person, everything that happened was unpredictable. I never saw any of it coming. I definitely needed that one magical person to make my night unforgettable. Just his company made it worthwhile. And like all beautiful things, he's gone and I'm left with the loveliest memory. I can't believe it's going to be a year since I have been single. I can't say I am happy about it, since it's been a long time. But I do feel like I am growing up to be a better person and I want people to notice that. The entire year alone I have accomplished so much. I stopped all the bullshit partying and got back to college. I lost 25 pounds and my lifestyle has changed completely. I have never been more focused on myself in my entire 23 years of life. I still try and go on adventures at least once a month. The discovery of new places and people and music and art still inspire me more than ever. The itch to photograph every moment has been overwhelming and I wish I could share my joy with the world lol. :) My next adventure will be Wimberly, TX. I'll be going backpacking on the hills and the infamous, "Devil's backbone" maybe get an experience in. It's such a thrill what it does for me. It's crazy feeling like you are a part of another world. It is an escape. Anyway, after that, I'll return to New Orleans for Fat Tuesday and take everything in. It's amazing what being in a different city does to you.

overwhelmed. 

I love you October.