April 27, 2011
I am seeing Augustana next month and it will be good. I think this will be the 7th or 8th time I will see them. I need to make a lists of the many times I've seen my favorite people. I had one but i think it's lost. My room is piled up with so many memories of earlier days. I need to remember them. and I also need to send julia the box of letters so she can laminate them into a book. We've been thinking about doing it for four years now. and that tattoo. "Picture this forever" I can't wait for everything to begin. For sometime I have been forgetting about what I truly desire and that's taking photographs. I have let myself get caught up in the real world that I have forgotten how to dream a little bit. I have decided I will close my eyes and let these past few months go to sleep and I will dream again. And I will also write in here more often.
October 7, 2010
October 2, 2010
"I dreamt about you last night, and I fell out of bed twice"
I almost dreamt of you last night. It looked just like you.
October 1, 2010
September 30, 2010
Hey Jack it's me, I don't mean to bother you but somethings been on my mind.
You're back in my head and all of a sudden everything else has lost meaning. Can't you see that I'm at the end of my rope. I don't have you anymore to keep me on my feet. I want to see things again and smile and not feel sad all the time. I want to forget everything else that doesn't matter and have you push me forward. Can't you see that all I want is for you to be around. My eyes are foggy. I've been crying. And it's been ten months. I've tried everything. I realize that nothing can make me as happy as you. I need to hear you soon or I'll go crazy. I've never been this empty in my life. I honestly feel like I've been robbed of something. God, your eyes haunt me still. and right now, flashes of you fill my mind as I sit here and wait. I have been so patient. Be here. now. :(
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