this band. this song. right now.

this song last autumn will be this year's too.

"I dreamt about you last night, and I fell out of bed twice"

I almost dreamt of you last night. It looked just like you.

My 50 mm came in the mail today. I am so happy right now. I love you so much October. You are the most special month for me. Oh. man. Oh. man.

And sad the time I tried to find a way to occupy a way since you been away

Hey Jack it's me, I don't mean to bother you but somethings been on my mind.

You're back in my head and all of a sudden everything else has lost meaning. Can't you see that I'm at the end of my rope. I don't have you anymore to keep me on my feet. I want to see things again and smile and not feel sad all the time. I want to forget everything else that doesn't matter and have you push me forward. Can't you see that all I want is for you to be around. My eyes are foggy. I've been crying. And it's been ten months. I've tried everything. I realize that nothing can make me as happy as you. I need to hear you soon or I'll go crazy. I've never been this empty in my life. I honestly feel like I've been robbed of something. God, your eyes haunt me still. and right now, flashes of you fill my mind as I sit here and wait. I have been so patient. Be here. now. :(

Getting on the greyhound to my grandma's for a week. i'm stoked.