i love catching up with old friends.

old old friends. Its a good feeling. It brings me back MEMORIES.

and I look high for yesterday

high and low for you and I.


today was a good day.
I couldn't stop cheesing the entire day.
It was nice.
I can only hope tomorrow is much better.

He has the most beautiful eyes.. :D
I've watched the notebook everyday so far this week.
Call me crazy.
I'm finding new ways to fill up these spaces!
I work so much this week. But I'm happy about it.
There's so many shirts I want to order online
and vinyls. I have to go south before the summer is overr.
I just have too.
me and ash are talking again.
her grandma hates me for no apparent reason but I'm ok with that.
kind of. It just makes me mad.
she did things that I'm upset about but I told her I won't judge her for them.
I care about her a lot.
I've been jamming Greg laswell and Holiday Parade obsessively on my zune.
and Ben Gibbard. Oh how I wish we can get married one day.
anna isn't really talking to me like she used to in June.
I guess things get old. =/
I wish I was good enough.

i can't wait for autumn/winter.

=))

I have a good feeling about him. He's very sincere and a gentlemen and cutee. We've been talking now. I'm excited. He plays drums and is in a band and yeah adjnhgjkabg. Its just a crush. Nothing serious but he's nice. I get to see him today.

suppose I never ever saw you

Lyrics | Strokes, The - Reptillia (correct) lyrics

just go. roll the windows down

I have a new obsession. I love when these kind of things come around. It gives me something to look forward to. Its like I found them and they found me.







i have left over pizza. music and pizza and halo sounds nice for me.

that's how i lost the quiet side of me

i saw this Dove commercial and it was about self esteem. I feel under pressure. I don't want to change for anyone. I need to work on my self esteem.

the end has no end

Its like when you try your hardest and you don't get anywhere. that's exactly what its like for me. and I dont know what the problem is. Or maybe I have my mind set to something I'm still looking for. and I don't know what that is. I have noo idea. I think I haven't found it yet. and I guess I just have to keep digging deeper to get where I'm trying to go. I need to find something that makes me happy. I have. but I'm nowhere near it at this point. not anymore. I dont want a boyfriend. If thats what you have in mind. I need to find someone I can trust forever. I need that right now. I want some kind of figure in my life I can depend on. forever is such a pretty word. what about me? do you care about mee? geez, the strokes gives me heartache. but I like it. I see things clearer. and it makes me sad. this summer was beautiful in ways I can't even begin to start explaining. I want to go back to that time. I don't want to sit here and let the hours pass and dream. I don't want that. but everytime I reach out my hand is pushed away. I'm tired of reaching out. I need to be my own best friend. I think thats what this is. i feel weak right now. weaker than ever. tell me anything, I can't hear you. I'll try but it won't happen. yeah this really sucks right now. I need my headphones. I'm sick of hearing from one ear. I want to go somewhere far and deep where no one can find me and just find myself and scream my lungs out. I need to do it. go listen to the end has no end while driving. its a perfect song

these are my heart songs

I wasn't lying when I said I've been playing a lot of halo and listening to Brand New a lot lately. Its the best thing in the world. lol oh and weezer and ava will be on tour together. they'll be around in October. =)

this is the first song for your mixtape

I've been playing a lot of Halo 3 and listening to Brand New lately. I'm excited for school to start.