ah last nightt

i couldn't go to sleep that night

at the show i met this kid named Kenneth who happened to be some 17 year old that worked for the venue and we talked a lot.
like about how many shows he was able to move stuff around for and got paid like 95 bucks for a day (foo fighters, warp tour, three days grace, to name a few) meaning he did BIG showss
so he killed about 30-40 mins and kept going on and on about his life and blink which was really interesting and i laughed and laughed at his funny jokes.
by the way i was FIRST in line and the show was sold out so yeah sososo many people in line behind me. I felt like a leader.
but i got in it with some chiks. just because you get meet&greet passes does NOT mean skipping me. and 1 million of others behind me.
so yeah, ask my brother and the girls behind me. they'll tell you HAH!
i ran in first. just like i planned.

and i got where i wanted to be. and it was cold inside so it was very nice because i was out in the sun all day waiting for the show to start.
Sara bareilles climbed up these stairs that led to the red room and she saw me and only me because no one on her side could see the 354646 people behind me. and she smiled and said "hii" hahaha
and i gasped and turned around and told the girls behind me "OMG sara just smiled at me and said hi" hahaha
and cary brothers went up too and he smiled (people behind me thought he was a band, soo stupid)
and then greg laswell went up the stairs and smiled to mee hahaha
its the price you pay when waiting so early for a show
but no joshua or ingrid. =(
i so know they like eachother
he kissed her onstage
but on the cheek
if you know joshua
and you know ingrid
then we know they like each other
=)

their so lovely

INGRID WAS HILARIOUS !!!
that whole night in between her songs
we laughed our asses off

"PLAY SOME MUSIC BITCH"
hahaha
you had to been there

and i can't believe she covered RADIOHEAD
i got like half the song =/
i realized she was covering them when she started the chorus
but I'm a creeeeep
i'm a wierdoooooo


and we shouted out to joshua radin to play
one of his old songs

and we alll yelled closer hahaha =))
and he was like "ok."
ah it was nicee

theres so many things that happened
but i can't think of them right now
i just remember being sad most of the time when greg singed.
he sung about Seattle and san fran

and he told us sad stories
and his grandma coming to him in a dream for him to sing happy things
he was so amazing
like hands down, awesome!

oh and omg i met joshua
at the merch table after the show
he was so nice to me
and he took our picture
and i felt his scruffy beard on my cheek
but that was the first time we took the picture (which i'm not putting up because its weird looking)

and then the second one came out OK
hah i love joshua

I had that dream again

I'm gonna send a little rain to pour down on you
Rain that makes the flowers bloom
Rain to leave you all alone
but keep eyelashes falling
And wishes washed away

eh.

I want tomorrow to be here so bad.
I'm gonna try to make it front row. I will make it front row.

rainy tuesdays

I know,
I feel the same as you

Meese @ Twist in Shout in Denver

02.29.08!

I remember the fray did an in-store performance at that same place. and it was so awesome that meese was in that same store three years later! and all i kept thinking about was meese's show that only lasted around 30 mins and how i would wish that i was there and not here. Melissa, Chandra, and Becky did such a lovely thing for me last night when they were there.(There amazing people) They got the guys to hold up a sign with my name on it. i can't stop looking at the picture, i love it so much. WOOOO for being spiritually there! hahaha wow. i love meese and i can't wait til they visit me in Texas. seriously

love always, jeannette

itunes shuffle quiz

So this is actually the first itunes shuffle quiz I will ever take. Lets see how this goes..

Directions: use the shuffle function on your music player and see what you come up with in answer to the following questions.

How does the world see you?
Taking the world on - Meese

Will I have a happy life?
Source Decay - The Mountain Goats

What do my friends really think of me?
Like Dylan in the movies - Belle & Sebastian

Do people secretly lust after me?
Sunrise Sunset - Bright Eyes

How can I make myself happy?
Over This - Ace Enders And A Million Different People

What should I do with my life?
Uncertainty - The Fray

Will I ever have children?
We we're made for each other/You can breathe - Jack's Mannequin

What is some good advice for me?
Pam Berry - The Shins

How will I be remembered?
Bowl Of Oranges - Bright Eyes

What is my signature dancing song?
Fixing A Hole - The Beatles

What do I think my current theme song is?
Boston - Augustana (AHA!)

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Such Great Heights - Iron And Wine

What song will play at my funeral?
Newborn History - The Damnwells

What type of men/women do you like?
Color in your cheeks - The Mountain Goats

What is my day going to be like?
Twins - Meese

on sundays i sit here and remember everything.

I hope whenever I read this I'll think back on this particular day. 2/18/08. I never seen my twin cry like that since we were twelve. &theres so many things that have been rushing in my small head since i came home from school. sometimes you don't ever get the chance to understand why stuff happens. but thats life.

this really sucks. i just want to see his face again. thats all i need right now to stop me from being so sad. just 24hrs ago we were singing along to dc's "i'll follow you into the dark" on his guitar. i just want to scream.

she greets the day with her hair wet

I miss february 3rd.


i've been blasting mae on my mp3 player a lot lately. and the early november and Jack Johnson's new cd. Today it rained and its raining even more than ever right now. I love rainy days. I just finished watching my OMG HGB DVD ROTFL i've had laying around for probably more than two years now. i don't remember when was the last time I watched it until today. I've been watching alot of arrested development too. I LOVE MICHAEL CERA <3

love always,

me

2.03.08

love always,

jeannette