I am a wallflower

Someone called me evasive today. In other news, I might go and drive myself to see the perks in theaters alone. I can't believe I'm actually gonna go and see the film itself. And it being directed by Stephen Chbosky. I want to get inside his head and see how he sees things through a lens. Oh I just can't wait for it.

In the backyard with a grease cover playing with my huge Sony headphones on and the dark night sky and my thoughts are everywhere. I built a fire today.

That show will never happen the same.

Sé que el pasado no te ha dejado respirar

be·guile/biˈgīl/Verb: 1.Charm or enchant (someone), sometimes in a deceptive way: "every prominent American artist has been beguiled by Maine"; "a beguiling smile".


2.Trick (someone) into doing something.

3 payments left until my car is payed off. I've come a long way! And I just started this hair treatment and I can't wait for my hair to be long and luscious again. Oh and I'm buying a treadmill this paycheck. Time to get fit and healthy. No more buffalo wings for this girl.

Fitted baseball caps is what my life consists of right now. :)

The Fighter

In my dream your hands were wrapped in white bandages and you kept telling me you were tired. And then you came and sat next to me and I laid on your shoulder and i fell asleep with you talking to me. When I woke you had already disappeared.

Memories rushing into your mind.

There is this guy at work who is standing right in front of me as I type this and he looks like an exact replica of Alex Dezen. He has the same hair cut, same short self, same eyes, same face features and he is really really smart and he's kinda anti social. He never says a word. I could never ask him if he's related to the Dezen's though. That would be weird of me. In other things, my mind has been everywhere. I can't seem to get myself together. I am all over the place. But the days are going by so fast just like they used to. :) PS. I am getting myself a ukulele very soon and I am going to learn how to play and sing my favorite songs...the end

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry


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these lyrics are last corrected by Chanelle Gagnon

Well it's only three days away from the fray concert and I am beyond excited. I can't remember when was the last time I looked forward to something like this. I know this can get repetetive but I just love expressing my feelings on here about my moments with them. I know i'm gonna look back at these moments and remember all those feelings that it brought me. I just can't wait to be there enjoying their company through their music again, this will be beyond everything on that day. I can't wait. And my cousin has been tagging along with me so it's so much fun, she's so in love with their music because of me haha and this will be her 4th concert I believe. She's almost catching up with me :) Ok blogger, talk to you guys later. Tomorrow I am off so tonight will consist of puppies and ghost hunter dvd mehehe