17, without a purpose or direction.

"in the midst of everything else that has happened lately, tom, travis, and i have all spoken together. first through a number of phone calls, and then a couple of weeks ago we all hung out for a few hours. they’ve all been great, very positive conversations. we’re just reconnecting as friends after four years of not talking. it’s a good thing. obviously the first question for a lot of people will be “does this mean a blink-182 reunion?” the answer is none of us know. we haven’t talked about it at all. right now it’s just good for the three of us to see one another, reconnect, and let the past be the past. the events of the past two months supersede everything that happened before. life is too short." - Mark Hoppus

i can't believe he's gone

everything still smells like plex.
we had to give him away.
i'm so so sad.
everytime i think about him,
my teeth and chin start to hurt because i'm crying.

we write the wrong

If there is anything that I learned this month, i would say moving on. I think leaving something as a memory and remembering it for how it was is how life works out sometimes. I saw it a lot these past 30 days. Everyone around me was learning how to move on. I could hear it in the music I listen to. The people that I speak with. idk

i need more time to think about this.

if you knew her you'd ask me so many questions.

I really am caught in a euphoria. and Honestly I feel so good.

It's Charlie here it's Charlie there It's Charlie over the ocean

-during a "Grey's Anatomy" commercial break on November 20th, a one minute promo for "Lost" will premiere You Found Me/Amistad with parts of the music video (during the 9pm hour)

-viewers will be directed to ABC.com where they can find a 3 minute version of the clip (on November 20th)

-the single will be streamable starting at 10pm (probably EST) November 20th, on thefray.net

-the deluxe edition of the album will be available for pre-order at 10pm EST on November 20th (you will later receive a bonus live digital album which will be recorded during the upcoming January club tour)

-the single will be on iTunes November 20th

-the single will go to radio November 21st

-cover of Billboard Magazine, out November 22?

-AMAs performance on November 23rd

-Good Morning America appearance confirmed, date unknown (most likely on or around February 3rd or 4th)

-Jimmy Kimmel Live! outdoor concert series appearance confirmed, date unknown

-You Found Me/Amistad will be used as the promo song for "Lost"

-the band's music may be used on ESPN during football season

-album out February 3rd

-bonus live album will be digitally delivered February 3rd for those who preorder the deluxe edition

-starting December 3rd and ending December 5th, there will be a presale for the tour, using codes given to you when you preorder the album (ONE code for TWO tickets to ONE show)

Tour dates with Vedera as support:
-Tuesday 1/6/09 Denver, CO Gothic Theatre
-Thursday 1/8/09 Minneapolis, MN First Avenue
-Friday 1/9/09 Chicago, IL Metro
-Saturday 1/10/09 Detroit, MI St.
Andrew's Hall
-Monday 1/12/09 Toronto, Canada Phoenix
-Wednesday 1/14/09 Boston, MA Wilbur Theatre
-Thursday 1/15/09 Philadelphia, PA TLA
-Friday 1/16/09 Washington DC 9:30 Club

Tour date with Sondre Lerche as support:
-Wednesday 2/4/09 New York City, NY Webster Hall

The album preorder presale promotion is not available for Washington DC or Toronto.

oh..my mom's birthday. tomorrow =)

I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find.

i feel like i haven't really updated myself on here yet.
wellll i have a beautiful dog. and he's amazing. we're in love.
i met this boy and he's sweet. reallly sweet. he makes me nervous.
i'm getting closer to Brittney.
i bet she thinks i'm a psycho if she found i out i talked about her in my blog.
she's picking me up tomorrow afterschool. woo!
i have all these mixed up feelings about random thoughts i need to get over with.
i can't stop listening to christofer drew. i'm seeing him in dallas maybe
augustana in 9 days. dnagjklsdfngjklan jh i'm so excited i have to pee my pants.
i have straightened my hair and let it down at least six times already.
i want a car. and my camera but i don't think that's gonna happen any time soon.
and yeah..idk to be honest, i feel like something is still missing.

You forgot it in people

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Park that car,
drop that phone,
sleep on the floor,
dream about me.

Halloween night

was great. i enjoyed every minute with them. loved loved loved. i never stopped laughing. i can't wait for tonight wooo