drive until you lose the road

these past few days have been really great.
October is great

she laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does

Shakin' like the Devil when she let me go
Got a new place, and how it's so much better.
Falling over myself, the televisions on,
I turn it off and smile.
Oh, Jennifer, you know I always try.
Before you say goodbye

Leave the bourbon on the shelf.
And I'll drink it by myself.
And I love you endlessly,
darlin' don't you see I'm not satisfied
until I hold you tight.
Give me one more chance tonight
and I swear I'll make it right.
But you ain't got time for this
and that wreckin' bell is ringin'
and I'm not satisfied
until I hold you

Jennifer, tell me where I stand
and who's that other boy holdin' your hand?
Oh, Jennifer, you know I've always tried.
Before you say goodbye

Leave the bourbon on the shelf.
And I'll drink it by myself.
And I never liked your hair or those people that you lie with
but I'm not satisfied
until I hold you tight
and I love you endlessly,
darling don't you see I can't be satisfied
until I hold you tight.

Leave the bourbon on the shelf.
And I'll drink it by myself.
And I love you endlessly,
darling don't you see
I'm not satisfied.

No matter how it starts

I don't want October to end. Geeze I am so GRATEFUL for this month. Two nights ago was perfect. and the week before thatt. now to end it off I get to see ACE and NSN! adjsnhagjkadfg all of this makes me so happy inside.

i swim for better days

Andrew McMahon tonight. holy shit

today was the school talent show

it was nice. For some weird reason I started thinking about October 17 and I got sad but it was a good kind of sad. I don't know, i don't think you would understand.

October rain

It's raining outside. and i miss two nights ago. i miss the morning light. especially bobby and harrison. i won't stop listening to them. i listen to them everyday now on the drive to school and when i get back. I'm wearing my favorite hoodie right now. I love autumn at the moment. it's turning out really nice. I'm glad that bobby decided to pose after all lol here: =))

I've got nothing to sing to you that you haven't heard before

so I will sing you a million while you just walk right out that door. i love that song.

Phantom Planet, The Rocket Summer & The Morning Light tomorrow! :o
YAY ME!

But i couldn't think there was anywhere i would have rather been

Chocolate Chip Cookies, a warm sweater, and DVDs
I'm sleepy now. and i want a bike and a new camera.

And I'm glad you got away But I'm still stuck out here

I kinda want January to be here. Ben Kweller releases his album!!! and it's my birthday. Its gonna be different this new year. I can tell. This is what I've been working on for the past two nights. http://autumnlovesrain.tumblr.com/ I'm just gonna put all my photos up on there too, its nice. =) and easier for me to just show someone my pictures. so that's that I hope blog that your happy with the world because I'm kinda enjoying it at the moment. Bye now, talk soon *hug*

I can't wait for next Monday. One week from now I get to see Bryce Avary and The Morning Light, I'm so excited. Hi blog! I really love October right now. I was feeling kind of bummed out but i'm okay now. My record player is sitting under my bed and i'm dying to listen it..I wonder when I'll find some speakers for it( lame). I want Thursday night to be here already. I need a camera and also I miss The Fray. There are amazing for me more than you can understand.

if the worlds at large

i don't think i'm feeling the same way about you like i did then.
you make me feel not good enough.
i feel so alone.
i feel so left out.
you make me feel like i'm just there.
i just happen to be there
"she just happens to be there."
and i think that its like that for you.
but its okay.
i have myself.
and i'm learning how to be my own best friend.
i'm in such a sad mood.
i'm a mess.
yeah, i don't know.
lately i've feeling this particular way

I feel lost without you

I've been feeling inspired lately. Like arranging my collections so i can take lovely Polaroids and later hang them on my wall.. I'm sending one through the mail.
I love writing letters and contemplating about the rest of my day, it's always nice.

October 1st, it felt so good writing that on paper.
p.s I love the new vblog that The Fray put up, I'm excited for their new album! <3