thats so you

TODAY WAS MY LAST DAY OF JUNIOR YEAR.

it was intense
rachel drew me this really artsy picture with my name on it and it says "this summer will be our summer. no matter how far i have to ride my bike" hahaha it made me smile.
today was the last time seeing rolie today too.
fifth period was lovely.
he called me and rachel whiny because we're girls and such haha. whatever,

today was nice overall
and i really can't believe summer is pretty much HERE

we will never be the same

"You've got your airplane
And I've got the plain air of here
You're gone and I've gone insane
Oh when will you reappear
I'm just some new kid
Who can't get his mind off of you
And I know that it's stupid"

I have like two packs of Polaroid film I really want to use. Nothing pretty that I've seen lately. Jessica might come with me to see Augustana so maybe I can use some there. Her mom has a phobia of letting her downtown at night so she might not come. I miss downtown. I haven't been there for like a month. I wish I had my own car already. I seriously would spend all my money on gas and leave my house to go somewhere perfect. Maybe when summer comes and I spend it with my dad, he'll be nice enough to drive me south again. I'm planning to watch Garden State with Julia tonight lol. this should be fun. but before that I'm gonna clean my closet out and sort through some stuff I need to organize. Like letters from far away and clothes I need washed and yeah. I dont know if I want to throw away Rolie's letters away. There just there. and everytime I see them I get sad. I dont want to feel sad anymore. I'm over all of it. Believe me, I've given it a lot of thought.

So shake the leaves off this tree

i love getting letters in the mail. i love getting letters from her period. it makes me happy when i see somebody else is happy. i guess sometimes it works that way. this phone i have right now is lovely. its green and when its dark around you and you slip your phone open, the numbers light up to this pinkish light. i like to think that its purple when i squint hard enough. is it normal to change your screen saver everyday? lol Idk. i just really love my phone. and I have this awesome memory card so i can put all my mix mp3s on there. I know I feel lame and such a newb. I'm listening to seabear right now. and they make me feel happy. they remind me of the winter season for some weird reason. maybe its because they talk about winter clothes. Its 2:46 am and i haven't stayed this late up for a very long time. Maybe because summers here and your body naturally wants to stay up late to listen to music and write blogs that no one will read. ahaha yeah I really dont know whats up with me today. My junior year is over. quite. long story short, we have one week of school left. so i guess thats that. you have that. Take care


yours always,
jeannette

when the ocean's getting warmer

6 in the morning
never felt so sweet

JUNE 3rd.

May 16, 2008

I lost my camera.
worst day ever this year?

I bought something today. I thought it was really nice. My mom was like "are you sure?" and i was like "I'm sure =)" but I have to mail it tomorrow. because I didn't have time, I had to work. I've been checking the mail obsessively. My mom is getting annoyed ahahaha. I wished her a happy Mothers Day. Adam brought me dessert for breakfast. It made my morning. Saturday mom fell down the steps at the movie theaters. We couldn't stop laughing. It was a lovely moment. Thank Jesus no one was there, it was pretty embarrassing. hahaha <3 I was trying so hard to get him off my mind this weekend. I miss him but things that aren't meant to be aren't meant to be. I'm okay. I'll be okay. May 9th, 2008 sucked. I want June to be here already

Judy &the dream of horses

Julia sees augustana today. i'm happy for her

Judy wrote the saddest song
She showed it to a boy in school today
Judy, where did you go wrong?
You used to make me smile when I was down
Judy was a teenage rebel
She did it with a boy when she was young
She gave herself to books and learning
She gave herself to being number one
Judy, I dont know you if youre gonna show me everything
Judy, I dont know you if youre gonna show me everything

Judy got a book at school
She went under the cover with her torch
She fell asleep till it was morning
She dreamt about the girl who stole a horse
Judy never felt so good except when she was sleeping
Judy never felt so good except when she was sleeping

Judy, lets go for a walk
We can kiss and whatever you want
But you will be disappointed
You will asleep with ants in your pants
Judy, youre just trying to find and keep the dream of horses
And the song she wrote was judy and the dream of horses
Dream of horses
You dream of horses

The best looking boys are taken
The best looking boys are staying inside
So judy, where does that leave you?
Walking the street from morning to night
With a star upon your shoulder lighting up the path that you walk
With a parrot on your shoulder, saying everything when you talk
If youre ever feeling blue
Then write another song about your dream of horses
Write a song about your dream of horses
Call it judy and the dream of horses
Call it judy and the dream of horses
You dream of horses

I HAVE A PHONE.



do you realize how long I've been waiting?

meet you there someday

if i could change and keep away the rain
well the sun would shine every night and i come meet you there someday